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A Cold Sense Of Clarity

by Of Divinity

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1.
Malice 04:57
Amends and dead ends Hold your heart like a martyr What a shame oh what a shame We've been left here to suffer Three years took a part of me Once blind but now I see That everything that was wrong with me was brought on by complacency I was getting high on constant fights and losing count of sleepless nights, I wandered endlessly. Knowing every second that I was I torn between what I thought I wanted and what I need. Truest colours slip into a shade of grey Sever the ties, forget my name For all the times I lay awake at night, when tossing and turning you corrupt my mind I trusted myself I would end this, sever the ties I see the holes in all your promises and lies within the words you said You can't look me in the eyes and expect me to forget I stood beside you when I knew I should have walked away The truest colours always fucking turn to grey What a shame oh what a shame We've been left here to suffer Fuck Waste my time It all ends the same That old bitter taste Thrown back in my face I was getting high on constant fights and losing count of sleepless nights, I wandered endlessly. Knowing every second that I was I torn between what I thought I wanted and what I need. What a waste, what a waste You chose to throw this away Looking back I though that we were the same What a waste, what a waste You chose to throw this away How is it that you feel no shame I can taste the lies on your breath The spark has faded, our sun has set That old bitter taste, thrown back in my face White noise in my head has now faded away I gave you everything you want now forget my name I got caught, I was lost in your bullshit You're a fake you're a snake and the whole word knows it We are nothing the same
2.
Relapse 03:35
Forgive me father for I have sinned like I do time and time again. It's got the best of me, but it's what you would have wanted I promise. Its pulling me under I'm in too deep, I don't want to feel a fucking thing. I hurt myself on the outside to kill the things inside of me Stuck halfway between sacrifice and sanity At the bottom of a bottle or with a noose around my neck, ive come to terms, there's only one way this will end. I can feel my demons scratching at my skin and I've tried so hard but ill never win I'll never fucking win. It's got the best of me, I'm in, too fucking deep It's got the best of me, but it's what you would have wanted At the bottom of a bottle or with a noose around my neck, I've come to terms there's only one way this will end. I'm in too deep, I don't want to feel a thing To forget the regrets I'll slip up and relapse. Im far too proud to ever try and ask for help, so I'll fill my lungs and drown in my own hell Forgive me father for I have sinned Like I do time and time again IIl keep going until the room spins
3.
I know we bleed the same But my head is fucked and I love the pain I feed on empathy So come, gather round Give me what I need Parasite I've got a lot on my mind and a lot to get out But when I open my mouth my mind starts to doubt The depth and worth of the words that I speak Will they ever lead to the answers I seek? Watch me fall at your feet now Hear a beggar's plea Break me Break my back and watch me fall Underneath You'll see my true intent unfold There's no illusion behind blatant deceit So when the curtain calls I'll have to stand to my feet And take hold Take a hold of all my vices Take a hold of the black in me Knock a hole in my defences And set all my captives free Though I'm not a perfect person I hope to God you'll see My will to overcome is enough to Pull me out from underneath A moment of silence could set me alight The mistakes that I've made bring dead ends to life So hold back my breath; let my eyes see straight This disposition won't be the death of me Sick sick, sick sick The only answer I'm given is sick, sick, sick I'm not a victim I'm only a captive Tied down by a world of distraction Break me Break my back and watch me fall Underneath Watch as the world condemns me Silent suffering
4.
A hollow life that's tried to give a purpose. Was it all for nothing, is it all a waste? Every fucking second of everyday. Sick thoughts that I'm worthless, Killing time until the grave. God won't answer me. Death haunts my sleep. Time goes slow when you live in fear as everything you love slowly disappears. Cursed and aware, grown bitter in 20 years. Was it all for nothing, is it all a waste. Slip into the aether, waste away. In the end what will come of us, buried six feet and fucking left to rot We are nothing special, born from dust. Over and over it keeps me awake We were born into a noose, can you hear my bones break? I try and I try but I can't run away from a cold sense of clarity. Death haunts me.
5.
I cant believe the thought of death came to mind because of you How stupid was i to trust your words of "truth"? I've checked myself, lost respect aswell Just to keep my sanity I've lost all hope in me For all the lies And all the pain you caused For all the cries Do you have no shame at all You're comatosed in your own resentment Oh god i hope its worth it Look how far you've come Since you escaped your vice Restless with good intentions I lay awake at night I've seen what you are hiding You can't apologise For every night you kept me up giving a fuck You cant run you cant hide From all the pain you caused You're the weak one here You've lost your fucking mind For all the lies And all the pain you caused For all the cries Do you have no shame at all For all the lies And all the pain Foe all the cries With no shame No trust left to give No life left to live No one to have your back You'll have to face the facts My heads been spinning for days These clouded thoughts haunt my brain I feel im wasting away Why cant you turn the page? I can't believe The thought of death Came to mind Because of you How stupid was i to trust your words of "truth"? I've checked myself, Lost respect aswell Just to keep my sanity I've lost all hope in me I've lost all hope in me

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released February 15, 2017

Music by Zakk Alchin, Sam Harper, Michael Newton & Jordan Glass
Lyrics by Jordan Glass, Sam Harper & Zakk Alchin
Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Nicholas Page at From Dust Studios
Post Production by George Christie
Album Art by Tyler Reitan

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